So difficult...

This Jacky is difficult to find but make no mistake... I'll end up finding her! It might take a while but hey...

Saw The Butterfly Circus yesterday... what a powerful message... wow! Loved it!

Hoping to get moving soon soon soon... my body's asking for it and I'll be closer to finding Jacky!

Day 1 I guess

So, today was better, I think, than other days. I have to stop my "auto mode". Need to focus on that. I've been able to have control in the evening... amazing!

Rain, rain, go away... I'd like to go for a run or a walk at least!!!

This is it!

Enough is enough. I can't take it anymore. Changes need to happen. Why? Well... I just need a change. I need to be able to control my eating. I want to feel good and not feel embarrassed to have to see people and me being bigger and bigger.

Finding Jacky, the "new", yet, the one that's always been there. I will find her, no question about it. One step at a time... it is known... a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step!

Here I come!!!!