Janathon

Might just be the kick I needed ;) January, here I come!!!

Ugh... fed up

Well yes... fed up, fed up of not being able to control my eating, fed up of making excuses and fed up of not being able to make a move... eek!

I injured myself last Tuesday while runnning Sant Andreu. It was great and was reminded of why I love running so much. I tore some fibers on my left achylles so I am sidelined for just a few days. I am pleased to report no pain today or yesterday :D

Also, I have strep throat and I'm not at my best but it works out nice... resting both body/throat and leg to come back stronger for sure!

Anyway... time to make a move and look forward and allow myself to fall but only to pick myself back up and keep going.

Bring it on... this is it... I need to find the new Jacky, she's waiting for me and I want to go get her!!!

So difficult...

This Jacky is difficult to find but make no mistake... I'll end up finding her! It might take a while but hey...

Saw The Butterfly Circus yesterday... what a powerful message... wow! Loved it!

Hoping to get moving soon soon soon... my body's asking for it and I'll be closer to finding Jacky!

Day 1 I guess

So, today was better, I think, than other days. I have to stop my "auto mode". Need to focus on that. I've been able to have control in the evening... amazing!

Rain, rain, go away... I'd like to go for a run or a walk at least!!!

This is it!

Enough is enough. I can't take it anymore. Changes need to happen. Why? Well... I just need a change. I need to be able to control my eating. I want to feel good and not feel embarrassed to have to see people and me being bigger and bigger.

Finding Jacky, the "new", yet, the one that's always been there. I will find her, no question about it. One step at a time... it is known... a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step!

Here I come!!!!